I feel like I have no friends any more. No REAL friends. What I mean by real is best friends. Ema was my best friend, but now with college and work and boyfriends, we rarely talk or see each other. Heather was my best friend, but after that falling out, we've never really gotten close again. I just feel like my life is so... empty. I have my friend Jesse, but I can't hang out with him. Since he lives in Minnesota. And I can't hang out with my other friends cause I spend my weekends with Nolan and no one wants to do anything with me till the weekends. I feel like because I have a boyfriend, I am doomed to have no friends. I am so tired of being lonely. Having no one to share my joys and my sadness. I have made zero friends in College, so I live a very lonely life.


I hate my life.